10:41 PM |
Right now I just feel really awful.
WHY DO I FEEL SO DOWN.
It isn't as if I have anything to actually feel properly down about. Oh no.
Other people are out there starving and hurting and being misused. Somewhere out there, someone's being
a) raped
b) murdered
c) beaten up
d) all of the above
...And me?
Let's see- I'm:
a) sitting in front of an iMac
b) stuffed with food
c) going to put on weight soon as a result of (b)
d) all of the above
I HAVE ABSO-BLOODY-LUTELY NO EXCUSE WHATSOEVER TO FEEL THIS WAY.
[And no, it's not emo tendencies.]
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It's one of those awful times when you just drop a book; and you feel like breaking down and crying.
What makes it worse is that I know I shouldn't be crying, I'm not justified to be talking crap like this, and I don't have a proper reason to be sad. If I actually had a decent reason, at least I'd not feel so weird. Not that I want anything bad to happen, or whatever. I'm just saying.
...Suggestions to improve my life and get me out of this, anybody?
I'm open to anything.
Yeah, I'm that desperate.
...But even in the pits of despair, I still lurve y'all. <33 Thanks for the email, Jae dahl, if you're reading this. Love you lots.
Love all of you, ackshually.
Always have, always will, never will stop.